FENAT FENING FEDUP

My current emo:

IRP session is not easy as I was thinking before.

Loads of past year papers that I need to finish...or else I would be like this:

And, every day I will do the same thing

"Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, pegi sekolah, balik bilik, pegi sekolah, balik bilik, makan kenyang, study penat, tido nyenyak..."

It is saddening...yes I know

But I need to force myself cause I know YOU are watching my effort

And what's the good of all,

Tomorrow, yes, TOMORROW, I have to wake up at 6.00 am during weekend

I need to go to PJ for the Charles Univ entrance exam

Grr...I am so envy to those who had got their placement

But, I know I have to be patient, cause I have YOU...

And I just feel like seeing my mommy and family right now

To motivated me back

But I need to be grateful

That I have prayers time

The time that only can motivated me back

When I am crying in front of YOU

Oh, Allah...

give me strength

give me patience

gime me serenity

and give me YOU...=(