Monday, January 20, 2014

Kaf Ta Ba

islam is beautiful when you can keep wanting to do more and more ibadah to Him.
islam are way more beautiful when a group of people can gather, and do ibadah together.
The feelings are hard to describe, you just need to do it.

It is the moment when you put all your world-related stuff away from you,
To me, the medical books, a cup of hot tea, foods, and songs :D
It is the moment when you disciplined yourself,
Like the slogan you need to hold, "Eat when you are not hungry, sleep when you are not sleepy"
The moment when you could reflect yourself,
The moment when you learn to be humble,
The moment when you think about others more than you

It is the moment between you and Him.

As a medical student, yes, it is hard for me to really devote myself into Him. To think about the upcoming exams, how many chapters do I need to read more, feeling scared, worrying things unnecessary sometimes made my life a bit far from Him. I know that it is wrong. But with all people thinking about exams environment, you just couldn't meet your friends with the only reasons of ukhwah fillah and to do ibadah together. There will always be the questions," Have you done your exam? What will be your upcoming exam? and bla.bla.bla" Sad isn't it?

But with Kataba, Subhanallah. You meet your friends, smiling, without knowing he/she passed their exams or not. You will not know what exams will they have. You are totally gathering, thinking about Him. Praising Him. Talking about Him. Until to a point, when you will feel at ease that nothing worries you anymore. The thing that you only worry is about Him. What you only want is the blessings from Him. No other than that. And that is the sweetest thing :D

What am I trying to say is actually try to gather with your friends. At first,it may seems impossible. But with your friends, by everytime reminding each other, insya-Allah. You would never know your limit until you try to do it so.

The theoretical part about kataba is here. and the practical part is up to you.

May Allah bless us on each and everything we do. Wallahualam.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014


Today, I fail my exam. Again

Before entering the exam, some of my friends said that they only studied like 2-3 days. Yeah, same as me. But they pass with A's and I failed. Is it because I am stupid? No.(eh, poyonya dia ni!) I would still say no even though people rarely fail this subject. And I would still say no even though I did attend the lectures and they dint. Then how could they pass but you dont?

I am not stupid in front of their eyes or others.
I am stupid in the view of my creator.
That's why He failed me. Because He wants me to learn.
Not becoming stupid for my whole life and having a bad ending in the afterlife.(Nauzubillah)
He loves his servant. He loves us.

What's the meaning of stupid in the view of the Allah our creator?
(8:22) Indeed the worst kind of all living creatures in the sight of Allah are the people that are deaf and dumb,17 and do not understand.
*17. These are the ones who neither hear nor speak the truth. So far as truth is concerned, their ears are deaf and their mouths dumb.


Tuesday, January 7, 2014


Musim Allah nak uji tahap kebergantungan hambaNya dah tiba!!!
8 Januari-Social Medicine
10 Januari-Repeat Credit Pathophysiology
15 Januari-Internal Medicine
27 Januari-Practical Microbe
29 Januari-Microbiology

Moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita dan redha dengan amalan sepanjang musim ni especially usaha2 kita.Seek for his help in everything what  we want to do. He would always be the nearest to us.

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, penuhilah seruan Allah dan seruan Rasul apabila Rasul menyeru kamu kepada suatu yang memberi kehidupan kepada kamu, ketahuilah bahwa sesungguhnya Allah membatasi antara manusia dan hatinya dan sesungguhnya kepada-Nya-lah kamu akan dikumpulkan. [Al-Anfal:24]

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