today, i was chosen by allah which i was so grateful that He had chosen me...i dont know why..but i just feel empty before...last weekend, lots of my fren lesap..bukan lesap as in a bad thing...but they went to daurah..on that moment, i xtau kenapa..but i feel so sad that i xjoin diorg...so, i decided to talk to UNA(thanks una..saranghae...)..n join group usrah dye...so...today..alhamdulillah...i feel so happy..=)
bukan nak bangga..bukan nak riak..seyes...the venue is at taman somewhere in putrajaya...at first, i admit i agak cuak..bila tgok muka diorang first time...i takot..xtau kenapa...but rupanya diorang ter-sangatlah baik giler kot...kiteorang berkenalan by men game..n then makan2..n last part is tazkirah..
macam nak nangis kot dengar tazkirah tu...dush3..tepat kena di muka ak..previous weekend, sometimes i admit that i ada perasaan riak n takabur...when i always finish my homework n can answer the questions in class...i feel like.."waahh!!aku pandai..ngee"...sengal kan??ya allah..berdosanya aku..aku rasa aku sangat lah perasan okeyh...bajet pandai woah!!
the tazkirah sounds like this..people like us xlayak pon nak berbangga or riak..because semua itu adalah pinjaman nikmat daripda-NYA...kite selalu berkira nak beribadah kepada-NYA..sama ada nak tutup aurat sikit2 je ke..xpon semua ke..BUT..ALLAH never berkira pon akan nikmatnya terhadap kita..klau nak dihitung nikmat yang dia bagi..memang macam jadi Donald Trump yg jatuh muflislah kite..kalau kite pk kite neh bijak sangat..ALLAH berganda2 lagi bijak daripda kita...waa..terasa!!!
then, kakak tu pon ade cakap yang kite haroslah komited terhadap jalan yang dipilh..bcoz we are the chosen...pergh..time tu tersentap kot...seyes..aku salute gile kat kakak2 tu...one of the kakak dah ade anak 3 dah pon..dah la anak kecik2..but still dia spend masa dgn kiteorg iaitu ke jalan ALLAH..then satu lagi kakak..mengandung 4 bulan..FYI, dialah yang bagi tazkirah..termengah2 kot..memang i respek gile kat diorang...i really hope that i can be like them too..willing to help people yang ingin ke jalan ALLAH...
ak tau aku bukannya cukup baik..but i hope that i can komitted to duniawi that leads to ukhrawi yang kekal..amin...~~
><...thank you allah..
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