I always whine...sigh

:)

I whine soo much.Like:

"Ish, budak tu main-main je xbelaja pon boleh past anatomy test..."

Then, my friend said,"Oh, dye budak repeat actually. Before this dye dah penah amek medik 2 taon" Forgive me, Allah.

"Bosan la makanan kat sini. Asik makan ayam je. Ikan daging xde pon...Muka pon dah jadi cam ayam"

Then, in the newspaper said,"Tiap-tiap hari, at least seorang kanak-kanak di somalia mati kebuluran" Forgive me, Allah.

"Ah, susahnya belajar ni. Kenapalah aku amek medik???Susahnya hidup kat negara orang ni..."

Then, a friend of mine during primary school said,"Bestnya ko dapat peluang amek medik. Akuxlayak pon. Sahkan nak g obersi" Forgive me, Allah.

And banyak lagi...-..-. Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.

I am a good girl I am

nampak tak telur unta? klu xnampak x lama dah tu...

See...I got ZERO for my chemistry test. Reaction ble dpt result,"dah agak dah kosong".ceyh...

Then last tuesday, I only get 1 mark out of 8 for my biology test.phftftft

and today, I fail my anatomy test.

Sungguh bagaikan jatuh dari tangga tingkat tiga bergolek-golek last2 tingkat bawah ada banyak duri. Sungguh sadis.-->Nampak bebeno banyak tengok Happy Tree Friends...-..-

I call my beloved mother gitu...then dye ckp*highlighted*

"Ala...tu pon nak kecoh. Bajet xpernah fail je kan kat KMB dulu"

Oh, tersiat-miat jantungku mendengarnya. Sampai hati.Sobs3.

However, these failing, I take them in a positive way. Like once upon a time, my senior have said"

"Ko pandai la setara mana pon, genius ka, prodigy ka...ko mesti aka wajib fail bile masuk dunia medik nanti"

Tetapi...tidak ku sangka akan fail seawal begini.-..-

p/s: Ayat penyedap hati but iA true...

"Mungkin DIA bagi ko fail bertubi2 biar ko sedar sikit yang nak selamatkan nyawa orang bukan senang. So belajarlah bersungguh2. AND syukurilah dengan setiap nafas n nyawa yg diberi"

:D

Excellent people doesnt mean that they never fail, but they immediately stand up when they failed.

Sentap Menyentap

Today, I woke up about 5:30 a.m.-->rajinnya Cik Kiah ooi!!!

Bukan apa, nak tidur lagi tapi rasa tak kena sebab:

labreportbiophysicsxsiap,xstudyanatomylansung,bioponxstudy,chemyponxstudy,

latinexamarinitapitakstudyjugak

ABES TU, APA YANG KO STUDY???

Suara hati ^^: Korea!!! *siap dah boleh ingat lagu SNSD The Boys*

Then, tengah2 kalut macam ni, timbullah bermacam-macam sesalan sampai tahap nak tampo diri sendiri je :(

Actually since last Tuesday I felt so afraid to face the next Tuesday-->TOMORROW MAN!

Tomorrow I will get my result for biology test, then kuasa dua tomorrow will be anatomy result and then kuasa tiga tomorrow I shall die due to hypertension for failing all my tests-..-

After berendam lam bathtub*ohsajenakmenunjukrumahkuadabathtub* this morning, suddenly...ZAPPP! DUSH! PANG! *and sound effect yang sekutu dengannya* terfikirlah benda ni:

"I am freaking scared to face the test results but why I couldnt feel the same way to receive my amal results that is actually wayyy freaking and you-dont-know-when will it be...maybe tomorrow also???"

oh...sedih dengan diri sendiri...

Insya-Allah, lapangkanlah diri untuk Allah, nescaya Allah akan lapangkan jalan untukmu...Amin

study malas fail tak mahu

Tajuk post ada iras2 my bloggies name kan? -..-

Seyes cakap, tak tipu nih. The way I study here was like infinite times 'rajiner' than the way I was in KMB. Duh, terpuji diri sendiri pulak. But thats the fact. I am so impressed. Please compare and contrast..

1. Dulu bukak bilik I je, konpem nampak either I main games or layan korea..kalau xbuat benda ni maknanya bukan I study, but buat ayak liuq ateh katil...-..-

2. Bangon pagi (weekend) je roomate lesap...pergi library gitu*salute*...I bangon je mandi2, then siap teros utk makan di Dewan Selera...pastu balik main game, n bla2...but never study...-..-

3. Malam tido awal...tapi...pagi bangon lambat...*berpegangkan prinsip-->ala kalau ngantuk study pon xgune.xmasuk* -..-

4. Dengar word ckg nak bt test, boleh je wat reaction "ala, ad aku kisah..whateva.."...-..-

5. Beli buku banyak2 but bila abes IB baru perasan, "eh, ak ad beli ek buku ni?" -..-

but sekarang...alhamdulillah.

Bersyukur sangat Allah bagi kesedaran dari awal. Tengok student obersi negara lain jalan2 tiap minggu, bukan xde niat yang bergelora di hati ni. But, bila nak buat something lagha je mesti terngiang2 sore private student kat sini "amboi, kuatnya shopping n jalan2..?duit mak ayah I bayar tax tau x?"...teros tersentap(niat budak tu actually bagos : kawan yg baik adlh kawan yg slalu mengingatkan). And I selalu pujuk hati, "ala, ko 6 taon kot kat sini.bila2 len masa ko boleh pegi melancong kot. But not now". And I always stay with this phrase: You play hard, you work hard.

p/s:terketaq patella n segala vertabrae kot bila dengar ramai je student obersi kena buang anto balik malaysia.nauzubillah... :(

The Best Weekdays Ever

-gambar hiasan semata-mata- -..-

I thought I was the busiest person ever when I was in KMB before.But tot*buzer*! You're totally wrong. It had been 2 weeks here in university and...

Yesterday- I got chemistry test.To tell ya, we had neither enter the class before nor learnt anything.So, mmg best giler main counter strike lah -..-*oh target lulus je*

Then comes today, tomorrow, day after tomorrow

Continues with Biology Exam Day, Anamaty *i mean anatomy* Exam Day, Czech LanguageTest Day, and then it's Friday back! Not yet TGIF as we just learnt 3 calculation topics for 1 hour on previous Friday yet we have a test this Friday. Cakap kat diri sendiri, "Welcome to the medical student world" *lempang diri sendiri*

Fine! Next weekend siap ko semua shopping mall, kiteorg buat rombongan nak membelah beli korang. MUAHAHAHA...*ni lah motivation utk study.bagos x?* Hee...

p/s:Okay enough merepek. Study mood -..-

Too many for a week

It had been 1 week since I have left my family, burger mcd, televisyen but not korea...haha*ble la ko nak berubah...dush3* How's my life here? So far so good. Handsome guys everywhere and everytime, even in the lectures...-..- Too many stories to be writen but not now since tomorrow i got anatomy class. *oh mcm xpercaya dah jadi medic student.tampar sikit*

till then...my bloggie

new country so new words coming...:)

for today, na scheladanou = bye2/ meet you again...:)

welcome to Prague =)