what u did is what u will get

Just finished reading a novel. And sangat tersentap bila baca perenggan ni:

"Ya Allah. Hamba-MU ini terlalu ego. Ego untuk mengakui perasaannya. Ego untuk meluahkan perasaannya. Tetapi perlukah aku merendahkan ego semata-mata untuk kaum adam? Bukankah itu namanya merendahkan maruah? Ya Allah, aku bersyukur. Mungkin dengan ego ini aku terlindung daripada perkara-perkara maksiat. Mungkin jika tiadanya ego ini, sudah lama aku keluar bebas bersama orang yang bukan muhrim ku. Ya Allah, aku mohon sentiasa berlindung denganmu. Amin."

And remember:

"Dia menciptakan perempuan yang baik-baik untuk lelaki yang baik-baik..."

and also remember:

"Jangan terlalu menyukai sesuatu perkara kerana kelak kamu akan membencinya,

jangan terlalu membenci sesuatu kerana kelak kamu akan menyukainya..."

So, fikir-fikirkanlah... :) PEACE NO WAR

oh...lagu neyh best...

Dua-dua dipetik dari filem Nur Kasih The Movie. Both these songs telah menyumbangkan kepada tertumpahnya air mata orang-orang kat pawagam...seperti saya...huu

Tanpamu-Sabhi Saddi & Helena

Tanpamu hidup jadi sunyi
Tanpamu ku seakan mati
Tanpamu bagai malam tanpa bintang

Tanpamu aku kan tersesat
Tanpamu tiada lagi hasrat
Tanpamu seakan jantungku berhenti

Kau yang terindah dalam hidup ini
Dan takkan pernah berubah selamanya
Aku terlahir hanyalah untuk kamu
Jadi pelindung dirimu

Tanpamu nafasku terhenti
Kernamu ku ada di sini
Tetap bersamaku
Selalu disampingku
Untuk selamanya

Kasih yakinlah kepada diriku
Sayang dan cintaku pun hanya untukmu
Dan takkan berubah untuk selamanya
Cintaku padamu

Download it here:

http://www.4shared.com/audio/C62iR3fY/Helena__Sabhi_Saddi_-_Tanpamu_.htm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuOPGUjMQkw

Bertemu Cinta - Mila Jirin

Tiada siapa menyangka
Benci derita jadi bahagia
Harapan tinggi jauh tak terduga
Jarak cinta cuma di depan mata

Bertemu cinta
Kita akhirnya
Setelah tangis
Tanpa suara

Bertemu cinta
Bagai cahaya
Menyuluh hati
Menjadi kasih sejati

Kita bagai ombak di lautan
Terhempas pedih badai dugaan

Bertemu cinta
Di ambang syurga
Mengutus doa
Biar menjadi anugerah

Bertemu cinta
Indah sempurna
Sedetik tidak
Hilang ragu dan percaya

Download it here:

http://www.4shared.com/audio/VpNpxmY8/Mila_Jirin_-_Bertemu_Cinta__os.htm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OB_lWQCXgNw

Dari kecik sampai besar

Masih ingat lagi...syndrome2 yg mmbuatkan aku sanggup menangis tengdang2 lantai kalau kena paksa g kelas mengaji dulu..kerana mu diri ney sanggup dirotan wooo...

From citer maria mercedes...rosalinda ayamour...

then beralih kepada citer soda and ice lemon tea...kongkrab...kawalsikap..

then datang plak influenza...pengangkot sayor...

n layan pulak bawang putih bawang merah lagi bawang besar...

macam2 la kan...

but i guess sampai sekarang..demam neyh memang xleh ilang..pegi hospital mintak antibiotics satu kilo pon cm mustahil je nak ilang demam..macam lagi parah adela...

OB-GYN

rating: 3 bintang nak idup segan

sinopsis: pasal sorang doc pompuan yg muka ketat. ketua ob-gyn. n dye sendiri pon sbnarnya mengandung luar nikah???pastu, ada sorg mamat ensem merangkap doc kanak2 boleh suka kat dye...hmm...then, tgok sndiri la

overall komen:

oh citer neyh best la jugak...sebab doc2 dlm tu ensem n macam real je scene operate...tp in reality, cm mustahil la kot nak cari doc hensem camneyh..zzz...kecuali syeikh muzaffar..tehee...so, citer neyh sure akan memberi angan2 palsu kepada kaum wanita..

STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN

rating: 3 bintang segan idup gak

sinopsis: xingat..maaf buk..

overall comment: citer neyh lak dah lama giler tengok..sgt dramatik..sorry..xleh komen lebih sbb xingat..woohohoho..

WINTER SONATA

rating: 3 bintang malap

sinopsis: pasal dua pasangan bercintan time sekolah lagi..but banyak sgt konflik..laki ilangkan dirila..jumpe balik..pastu perempuan ilangkan diri...huh..macam2..n ending dye agak sedih..kenapa?tengok sendiri..

overall comment:

huh...first korean drama tengok...mula2 tengok tu cam perak gile...hero ensem giler..i mean jambu la...but then, bile korean drama len kuar, citer neyh xdela best sgt pon..cm bese2 je..n hero dye pon, dah xensem lagi...

WITCH YOO HEE

rating:2 setengah huh

sinopsis: citer neyh pasal wanita desper+tua lagi garang..roar!!..tp yg peliknya boleh plak sampai 3 org laki skali gus suka kat dye..??err...sebab lawa?last, pompuan andartu ni memilih laki yg paling xensem n miskin...kuciwa x?

overall comment:

dye pnye plakon pmbantu wanita lagi cantik+xjahat pon nk banding citer korean lain..n xpuas ati sbb actor paling ensem(maigod) boleh jadi watak tukang masak je lam tu..apakah??

AUTUMN IN MY HEART

rating: 4 bintang terang la jugak

sinopsis: pasal adik beradik yg terpisah..sebenarnya bkn adik bradik pon coz waktu kecik terswitch baby...then, bile jumpe balik besar2, jatuh cinta..n the sad part is that pompuan tu berpenyakit...isk3

overall comment:

best..tapi kalu tengok sekali, cm malas nak ulang lagi..sbb ponat den menangis...citer dye agk slow melow...

SECRET GARDEN

rating: 5 bintang berkelip wow

sinopsis: typical storyline...a rich man fall in love with a boyish-selekeh-miskin girl...but still ad istimewa part..sila tengok..memang xrugi...sekali tengok, berkali-kali nak ulang lagi..sbb citer dye ad lawak part, sedih part n also sweet part

overall comment:

you will surely fall in love with the hero...not the actor..because personality hero tu mcm impossible je nak ada kat dunia nyata...hensem-ego but sweet giler2-kaya..oh cair...

SASSY GIRL CHUN-HYANG

rating: 4 setengah terang

sinopsis: kisah pompuan nerd n laki kurang asam yg kahwin time sekolah lagi...selalu gado2..but actually the girl really loves the boy..cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan..that boy loves another girl plak...last2...beep...tengok sendiri...

overall comment:

memang berbalo utk dibeli cdnya or download jerh..lawak, sedih. geram part semua ade...walaupon hero xensem, but never mind..he's cute n the heroin sure cantik..

OH MY LADY

rating: 4 bintang kottt

sinopsis: about an ahjumma(mak cik) yg bekerja as a maid to a popular actor n singer...then, selalu gado2..acto tu dah ad anak luar nikah(part xbest)...n ahjumma neyh la tlg jga..last2, the actor sedar diri n realize that he needs that ahjumma..n loves her

overall comment:

maybe ramai yg xpuas ati sbb lead actress dye xcantik..but she's cute..n kebosanan citer neyh leh dicover oleh tahap kehenseman choi see won...maigod!!

MY GIRLFRIEND IS A GU MI HO

rating: 3 bintang hidup samar-samar

sinopsis: pasal a man...ego sangat n anak org kaya fall in love with a fox..??wth!! but, sabar bai..that fox actually sangat cantik n comel...n mcm biasa, diorg pnye weird relationship bnyk halangan..nama pon bercinta ngan bkn manusia..

overall comment:

u all akan terkedu melihat kecantikan heroin dye...cantik n cumel sgt..to me, maybe she's the most beautiful korean actress..jalan citer dye lawak part pompuan tu buat comel dye..

LOVE STORY IN HAVARD

rating: 3 bintang sotongah

sinopsis: percintaan org2 professional..the heroin is a medic student, and the hero is a law student...they fall in love in havard...wahh!!!...but then, adela konfliknya tu..(hehe..sy pon xabes tgok lagi)

overall comment:

ohmaigod...bile tengok citer neyh rasa nak berangan je...sweet kot..prmpuan tu cantik n childish..yet she's a medic student...huh..rasa terhina disitu...

FULLHOUSE

rating: 5 wow bintang

sinopsis: about a normal girl yet sooo beautiful terkawen ngan a popular actor/model/singer yet poyo giler...selalu gado2...laki tu actually suke pompuan len..n at the same time, another man who's more hensem love the girl..than, finally padan muke laki tu..baru nak tergeheh-geheh kat pompuan tu

overall comment:

nice...walaupon typical(citer korean mana yg xtypical)..but worth it to watch la...

PERSONAL TASTE

rating: 4 xsure (dipengaruh oleh kehenseman lee min hoo)

sinopsis: about a looser girl...yg own a nice house..then the hero actually cube jalin hubungan ngan that girl becoz dye nak amek kesempatan..bkn ksmpatan ape..uish, malas nk cer..tengok sendiri..

overall comment:

okla...geram ngan watak pompuan smpingan..memang best dye brlakon..coz sgt kejam...but lee min ho agak mengeciwakan lam citer neyh...xtau knapa..

MY GIRL

rating: 5 bintang melets

sinopsis: about a girl yg miskin-comel-sangat kelaka...menipu jd sepupu the hero..n because of that percintaan diorg terhalang...but thieir relationship sgt comel..rasa nak tumbuk2..

overall comment:

sangat lawak sebab actor tu selalu tertipu ngan lawak bodo pompuan tu..haha...xrugi nengoknye..

SNOW QUEEN

rating: 5 bintang pergh

sinopsis: about a girl yg garang...sangat...becoz of a reason...but then she fall in love with a miskin yet cool giler man...sebab tu relationship diorg berjaya..sangat sedih citer neyh...

overall comment:

i rate this drama as the best korean drama...selain daripada inverse kpd typical korean drama, citer neyh dah brapa kali entah mengalirkan air mata gue...huu..tensen nak nangis tgok citer neyh..boleyh x??

huh..banyak lagi yg dah tengok sebenarnya..tapi xlarat la nak komen semua..nnt lah to be continued ek....

happy birthday bel...

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday dear belog,(nama manja dye bel)

Happy birthday to you...

P/s:Tak perasan pon today is my belog birthday...maklumlah, den ponat baru balik dari BTN nyo...nasib bek ada letak umur belog..n btw, kennot wait to write about BTN...BTN was sure cool!!!

Perception

Person #1
Beliau:Oh..medic student...so study mane nnt?
Saya:Chech Republic --><--
Beliau:Err...xbahaya ke?
Saya: heee..(nampak gigi)
Beliau:Kenapa xsambung kat india?

Person #2
Beliau:Fly bulan berapa?
Saya:insya-allah 9..
Beliau:Fly mane ek?
Saya:Insya-Allah..czech republic
Beliau:Hah?xmintak negara lain ke?bukan situ xbagus ke?
Saya:heee...(nampak gigi)

Person 3
Beliau:Fly Ireland bulan 9 ni kn?
Saya:Eh..bukan Ireland.Czech Republic..
Beliau:Eh...abestu nnt belaja lam bahasa rusia la kan?
Saya:Err...xla..english..but diorg pnye native language bkn rusia..bhsa diorg sndiri la..
Beliau:Oh...abes la camtu..mesti belaja bnyk xpaham...
Saya:hee...(nampak gigi)

Terok sangat ke klu fly g Czech Republic...?Bukannya saya xnak bersyukur..but really thanks to others...now smangat saya dah down... it is not because i dont wanna go to ireland, uk, or other countries...but i dont have that opportunity...

But, Ill show to you guys that i can survive there...then you guys will know czech tu truk sangat ke x...

Kem Sedar Diri

huhu...tomorrow, im off. off to btn(but my mummy call that as kem sedar diri...hoho...)

giler xsabar...yelah.coz i can meet my friends back there. ya allah. seyes. satu ari neyh pon dah cukup menyeksakan.tido.bangon.tido.celik mata.zzz -___-" now, i miss my life back in KMB...manusia og manusia...

budak gedik2 sekalian...una.yanti.tiqah. n those who will also go to kem bina negara tanjung rhu, sepang tomorrow. wait 4 me there. coz i miss u all so much..mmuaahh..

p/s:sedih sebab budak numed xpegi.TIL rindu ko...n RUMATE..n BAZILAH(OHEMMGEE..xcaye ak rindu ko)ok..nangis...

My Motivational Theory

After 3 weeks bergelumanging with exam papers, books, cool fever b bla....i shall reward myself with MOOWvies...hohoh..bajet xtengok moovies je kan time exam...tengok, tapi dengan hati xtenang..now, i can watch moovies dengan hati xtenang..kalu xtenang jugak, tu namanya korg xsolat lagi la tu...-___-"

credit to my sister, coz she found an awesome website where i can watch awesome moovies...serious dowh..esk baru kuaq new series of pirates, 2 ari sblom tu hampa dah boleh tengok cita tu kat website..xtipooo...n dont envy me...ive done watching insidous, pirates n rio(neyh agk ketinggalan) without my money dilabur di TGV, GSC n BLC(aikk..neyh nama company lama bisnes paper 2..ok lupakan)

cara dia...hampa bukak web neyh http://tubeplus.me/browse/movies/Last/ALL/

disadvantage die: the quality may be not so good..nama pon free bai.. n citer english je ade...

advantage:you can watch sssoooo many new moovies with any keadaan especially bwah selimut time tgk citer insidous

da very important:make sure ur internet line laju tau..kalau tahap gprs satu bar hijau tu..bek hampa g tlg mak masak atau cuci kipas la...

citer rio..

try to watch closely, ap yg xkena ngan gamba neyh..

A whole long day

Morning
BMS Last paper...It was a really tough paper, as for me, the toughest paper for IB exam final..yelah..coz you need to write at least 6 pages while reading study cases and understand them..then kena reka jwapan plak dalam otak...but neaahhh, forget those things...err..apa tu BMS? Apa tu IB? BEING THERE, DONE THAT...hahah

Afternoon
Err...Plan punye bijak..sambil sempat berangan nak makan apa kat OU time exam BIO la, MATHS la...then, the most awesome place that I can reach is only Alamanda...lol..but never mind coz I have the opportunity to watch Nur Kasih..yahoo...eventhough I am not abig fan of that drama, n actually never watch a single episode pon...lame..but I tell u, your money would be worthwhile,,
after tensen n sedih sebab kawan n rumate ilang beg diorg,(story in next pose then..sbb panjang sgt), this movie sure will not spoil ur mood...n dont forget bring ur tissues..kalau x jd mcm kiteorang..nangis sonyap2 je..sebab nak nangis banyak takot xtau nak lap kat mane...so terpakse r cover line...sorang nangis pandang kanan, sorang nangis belah kiri..then scene lawak, buat gelak gile2..pdahal, xlawak sgt pon..nak cover nangis..hahah

Malam
Dinner day...I would rather dont want to comment about this...because, it will sure turn me to a roar!!! damn you who makes me roar...!!

n Malam sampai pagi
Ive turned to become a bibik...haha..gile bilik sepah dowh...horror...xnak post gambar sebab nanti konfius tu bilik tidur ke bilik stor..but sedih giler..last clearance wit my rumate...happy sbb esk kuar KMB..but still cannot believe that Ive finished IB..n guess what..for the first time in KMB, i slept only for 1 hour...bukan sebab exam, but sbb clearance...-____-"

Today
yes..mcm nak peluk surat pelepasan asrama...apa tu KMB..haha..but I will never forget what is Bathch Kita..:) n yes again, sbb mlm neyh nk g tgk wyang lagi...hohoh..

one week

2 more papers to go...err..(nak sedapkan hati) I mean 2 subjects la but 5 papers...
roar!!! dengki tengok budak engine ITGS...dah boleh kuar berjimba
but never mind...neah..jumaat neyh pon I boleh kuar g OU jgak kan?shopping..makan n tengok wayang...
now, i just prefer staying in KMB..staying at meja study kopak with the books while eatin chokis and lolipops..xpon melalak lagu rock kapak with my roomate untuk mengelakkan tido..

hmm..jari diangkat mengira xsampai satu tangan pon lagi nak duk KMB neyh..
sobs3...sad...but i guess the feeling is more about happiness...
sapa xsuka kuar dari MB neyh..cer citer sikit???
setakat neyh kalau bukak isu neyh kat ds tepi budak year 1...
konpem bikin budak year 1 sentap r weyh..berasap kot telinga...tapi nak buat cm mana la kan...sabor je la dik...yet..korang agak treasure those 1 more year...

dah cukup membebel...saja lepas tensen sekali berkala-kala...jom study balik..oo yeayh!!!