And The Battle Begins

Owh! Minggu dissection dah tamat dengan selamatnya. Potong nerve, potong vessels, potong fascia perkara biasa. =.=".

Teringat zaman kecik2 dulu *bajet dah besar*, orang selalu cakap kalau nak jadi doktor wajib kena tidur dalam bilik mayat. Maka, aku yang xberapa nak berani ni mulalah berimaginasi macam2. Ada yang cakap mayat tiba2 bangon pastu berdiri belakang kitalah, dengar suara orang berbisik2 dalam bilik mayatlah, pastu ada jelmaan lembagalah dan bla3. Ditambah pulak dengan gambaran scene bilik mayat dalam citer Khurafat plus hasil pembacaan majalah Mastika. Benda tu memang ada, tapi tak adalah sampai mayat tu bangun dan datang cekik kite. Itu hanya dusta semata2 untuk menakutkan orang yang penakut seperti aku. Ceyt. Kurang ajo! Bila dah jadi student medic, percayalah mayat itu adalah mainan anda. Sampai boleh tertido lena disamping mayat yang terchenta. Scary! arghhh!!!

dah boleh bayang betapa susahnya jadi surgeon nanti kalau dilahirkan tak cukup inch

And now we're having holidays. Yahoo... But with that, dengan paksa relanya my exam days start! Duhhh. 

28 May-Biophysics Practical exam

29 May- Czech Oral exam

4 June-Post Dissection

6 June-Anatomy Oral Final

13 June-Biology Exam

27 June-Chemistry Exam

Pray for me. Nak balik Malaysia bangat. Waa... Oh stress dengan sapa yang dah balik Malaysia. Jangan nak post sangat pasal makanan sedap kat fb boleh x? Instagram belakang cite lah sebab nama pon tempat post gambar. Do believe once you post a picture of char kuey tiow ke, nasi lemak with sambal ke, roti canai ke, you might cause someone who is about thousand miles away from Malaysia suffers n hilang semangat. Nak tolong kawan? So tolong dengan cara tu. :D Peace no war. Adios Amigos Agogos ^^

Dissection 2.0.2

This week gonna be a troublesome!
Instead some of my friends were already at Malaysia eating bisukut hup seng digemari ramai, I am stranded here giving problems to myself.

Disaster #day 1
I woke up at 630 and I should be at faculty for dissection before 7. What worse, I find out that my handphone was not functioning. Feels like crying and my hands were shaking like person suffering from Parkinson. Suddenly, my roomate got a call from my friend saying that she was also late and want to ride taxi together. Ouh leganya rasa macam orang kebulur then tb2 ada orang offer makan soto ayam =.="

Disaster #day 2
No more Parkinson or soto ayam. But this time I'm totally dead. This morning, we were given instruction to remove the fatty tissues and to find cutaneous nerve. And I was so stresssssed!!! I cant even find a nerve in my region because there were too many fats. So, with a blunt preparation and no patient, I just remove all the fats without realizing that I have removed an important structures. Dear THORACOLUMBAR FASCIA, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY MEMORY. THANKS A LOT. And I started to realize that I have made a mistake when I can pierce the body from the back and see the kidney which is in front of the body. OO-OO. And unfortunately, a scary professor see this and ask me why did I cut the fascia. Oh my! I feel like crying. One of my professor keeps bringing other anatomy professors to see this silly mistake. It was like you had accidently cut an important artery during a surgery and then the patient died. And the worst ,your superior and seniors were asking why did u killed the patient. But hehe, my patient was already dead.

Still, my excitement and energy for dissection had lost. I feel like I dont want to go for dissection tomorrow. It is my fate to get a cadaver with lots of fats and hematoma again. But i didnt blame the cadaver. It is my fault.

Too many exams in waiting, too many things must to be studied, tiredness and blablabla.
Dear Allah, please give me strength. Just a month more. Than both biskut hup seng and soto ayam will be embedded in my timmy. Yumyum.  

Kemanisan dan Kepahitan

Suddenly missing my family and Malaysia so much... *sebab parcel xsampai ke?sobs3*

2 months to go. Classes and lectures starting to go to the end. Yet, that is the starting point of our exam dates. I must do well cause I have to go back to Malaysia early and also this is the time for revenge of the fallen *tajuk transformer la plak* Too much failure for last time. Still, I believe there are hikmah behind all of these. ^^

Ikat kain kat kepala, bukak buku, tadah tangan, betulkan niat...YOSH! JOM STUDY!