BLANK...

wahh..dah lama xberbelog neyh...hehe
al-maklumlah..makcik rajin...time exam dah tiba, bru terkial-kial nak bukak buku...lala~~

Dah dua subject lepas....n it was like err...both subject aku target LULUS je...waaa...

PAPER MATHEMATIC
I was confused aku neh amek HL ke SL?aku rasa mcm amek SL...but the questions are superbly choked me to death..well-done KMB teachers..my adrenaline were fully secreted all the time..dah la time jawab tu BLANK giler...yelah, time nak isi cover sheet pon I was like,"err..how to spell the word mathematics?"..nasib bek la kat kertas soalan tu dah terpampang besar2 MATHEMATICS..adoyai..n both papers were like ntahapapapapntah...rasa mcm soalan yang keluar tu macam xpena belajar lansung..soory CIKGU KAMARIAH..i've ruined ur end-year holiday..HUHU...n it was my mistake because I guess my effort is not enough...so, PADANLAMUKAANDAKALAUFAIL~~

PAPER CHEM
waahh..this subject mmg berkobar2 giler la...al-maklumla..xpenah dapat 6 or 7...so, because i spend almost all my weekend to study this 'fav' subject..so, I aim tinggi la..cket..but..today, memang mcam putus fius...dah la time paper 1 again, I confused,"err...nak shade ke nak pangkah"..last, i choose to shada...n xpasal2 satu dewan dengar I kena mara.."hey, dont waste ur time...dont need to shade..just mark ur answer with BIG CROSS"..huhu...malu la makcik ooii..terkial2 aku padam la balik semua jawapan..da buang masa...penuh habuk pemadam atas meje...However, today punya paper is much better than yesterday...hihi

Random thought:"SEE ME PLEASE.."..I hope yesterday dream is just a mainan of SYAITAN NIRRAJIM...

Penyakit tak tahu apa...

GOD...please help me...*muka kesian*
semalam, i try to sleep late..at 2...yelah because I woke up at 11 in the morning??? n petang tu after 4 pon ak tdor jgak smpai 6.30. Bad sleeping hour kan...huhu..okey2..i try to change in future...because..

Rite know, im totally suffering the penyakit "TAK TAHU PENYAKIT APA"...i try to sleep at 2..but actually i cannot sleep..until pukul 4 LEBIH KO..please help me..dah puas pusing2, golek, hentak kepala kat dinding, goyang kaki n bla...sampai xtahu nak buat apa..aci je lena sekejap..tiba2 I tergezutt dek tak tahu mimpi apa2..padahal time pejam mata tu tak pikir apa2 pon...huhuhu..dah sampai lenguh satu badan..n dalam mind set I konpem ari neyh kat kelas ngantuk..BUT hari neyh kat kelas sebab aku xngantok lansung time kelas chem n business...apa dah jadi pada badan gue???apakah???

my friends cakap:
1. sebab terlalu fikir pasal exam..
2. sebab roomate xde..n takot tido sorang..
3. balasan selalu takutkan orang
4. terlalu fikirkan intenal conflict..apakah???
my mum cakap:
1. yg neyh seram..ada penunggu bersama I...wuwuwu..*nangis*..okeyh malam neyh try baca ayat2 al-quran..insya-allah..tidolah mata ku..aku xbersala..huhu

but i guess, im severing from INSOMNIA..ye ke?
I just hope that benda neyh bukan penyakit..just entah...sebab I WANT MY GOOD NAP BACK>>>wuwuuwuwuuw...

award pemandu terbaek...

Post kali neyh, I wanna specially give an award...
"PEMANDU BAS TERBAIK MALAYSIA BAGI TAHUN 2010" dimenangi oleh...
Pak cik bas saya hari neyh...*tepuk-LAH*...hehehe..

Well, seperti biasa, tiada unsur sindir-menyindir...ini punya anugerah ikhlas woh!!! Cuba bayangkan, my journey today is about 10 in the morning till 8 in the evening...10 hours kot...kesian punggung I lah pak cik...panas...letak telur sebijik leh makan dah...

Tapi bak kata pepatah tok ku tak tonggek lagi:"BIAR LAMBAT ASALKAN SELAMAT"...yup..memang ssseloww giler...setelah dikira sendiri, i guess kelajuan bas tu mencapai 60 km/h je kot...1 minute 1 kilometre..betol la..plus, pemandu bas tu memanng kalau boleh nak berhenti setiap tempat kot...dah macam nek bas lawatan sambil belajar jadinya...n disebabkan bas tu ssseloww sampai kilang taik mata pon dah tak larat nak proses taik mata, akhirnya...I telah memalukan diri sendiri...leklok je orang len tengah feeling abes layan tido..sekali I ter-bueeekkkk lah plak...aiseyh..malu woah..muntah pon senyap2 n sopan2 je...hihi(><)..dahlah perot kosong...xmakan...wuwuwu..*lonely...i have nobody..sobs3*

Apa2 pon, terima-lah kasih ahjusshi kerana drive me menghampiri KMB terchenta dengan selamatnya n with izin-ALLAH...seyes, anda memang pemandu terbek sebab bawak bas feel je..n also consider semua penumpamng yang nak membuang ke x...mara teros mara..eh..silap motto...mara pak cik mara!!!

a post SPECIALLY for the SPECIAL

well, it is less than 24 hours I will be at my comfortable home...argh...I hate this feeling...it always come when I start thinking of all the hectic days I have to go through in KMB..-____-"

this post I will dedicate specially to my MUMMY...I just like the phrase:
"You can find a new boyfriend anywhere and anytime, but you can't ever find a MOTHER nowhere and no time".

A story about a strong woman:
My father passed away when I was only 10 years old...N SHE is about 34 years old...well, young enough because a woman still can produce a baby during this age..
(><)..Try to think, how a single mother could ever survive if SHE: 1.has 5 children (3 are schooling and 2 don't even yet knowing the ABC) and the youngest one just reach 12 months. 2.is just a full-timer housewife 3.dont ever know anything as my father only asked her to cook and take care of the children However, SHE manage to survive. Yes, SHE did...with flying colours(acecece...macam amek peksa plak na...) After my father passed away, SHE learnt everything...SHE had became a father and a mother to us.SHE is the one who will cook for us, drive us to school, giving us our pocket money, buying us new clothes, help us to make decision and lead us in everything. I will never forget her face when SHE first heard the news that my father is no longer alive..-____-"..n I will also never forget what my father had said to five of us: "Jaga MUMMY elok-elok..." Err..that was a really tough task that my father left to us. But I guess that the task that SHE has to carry on is tougher.. N bukan nak riak or takabur or sama waktu dengannya, SHE really2 pass with flying colours as she manage to produce 2 engineers, 1 doctor (insya-ALLAH) and 2 tahfiz(hope so)..amin and alhamdulillah... Well, amazing isn't it...?
-haha...my MUMMY dah stat buat kecacatannya=)-

My mummy bagi tips:if you all nak anak2 yang insya-ALLAH boleh tahan pandainya, make sure their makanan terjaga and HALAL2 semuanya...

random think:between I and U, I choose M=mother...=)

Lastly...

Fuhh..i guess about 3 days i did not online at all...well,lama la tu for a kind of manusia like me...-___-".

Raya Haji kali neyh memang best..eventhough there are no brother and sister bears, but mummy, tok and lil' brothers bears cukup membuatkan hati beruang di sini gumbira..at first, i do feel sad memikirkan keletihan yang bakal melanda..well, my house is like the centre where my sedara akan berkumpul to meet during hari raya.n bila diorg datang nak menyerang, rumah yang bersepah smpai kambing pon konpius mana satu rumah dia hendaklah disimpan dengan serta-merta..GELABAH CICAK kot..

to make my hari raya more meaningful, this time i tolong aje apa yang i boleh tolong...rajinnya budak neyh..hehe...semua keje i buat...sapu,lap, masak, err tapi keje yang berkenaan ngan IB memang xbuat la ok..so, kepada klasmate aku yg xstudy lagi..jgn cuak okeyh..sesungguhnya anda xkeseorangan..=)

pagi raya was a really wonderful moment..even my family, che ngoh's family and I agak lambat..sehinggalah I dapat saf yang belakang sekali..huhu...BUT..i manage to not tido during khutbah...syahdu kot khutbah dia kalau dengar leklok...n i was remind back by the phrase.."Segala nikmat yang ada pada kita neyh hanyalah pinjaman"..i dont know why..but i like3 this phrase...

huhu..sedihnya kalau difikirkan raya haji kali neyh is the last for me to celebrate in malaysia..insya'allah kalau dapat fly...but i was satisfies coz i got the best raya this year..wee!!

random think:between the alphabet i and u...i choose S...

thanks A-LOT

THANK YOU FOR TAKING AWAY MY HEART...N JUST BEING HIBERNATE LIKE THAT...-_____-"

P/S:DUSH3...

scary movie in da house..

ngee..last night keje aku just gigit jari...seyes..seram...ini story bukan lawak ala2 scary movie cam JU-ON jatuh tangga tau...

untuk memudahkan kefahaman korang..terimalah ini..tarraaa..




dengan semangat keberanian yang meninggi, ive decided untuk tidur in my room...well, my room neyh agak lama lah ditinggalkan xberpenghuni since kakak I pon lama xbalik...raya aritu pon kiteorang tido lam balik my mum je..maka jika hattanya, serious I pon rasa I buang tabiat nak tido sorang2 semlam...mybe I just rindu nak tido on my own bed..

my mum n adik2 smua tido awal..dsebabkan dah terbiasa tido lambat kat kolej,,..so, lambatlah aku tido semlam...layan citer korea n lagu2 korea sekali, about pukul 1 pagi, I pon tibe2 rasa nak terkucil..so, aku pegi la tandas...tb2.,jeng3..I dengar suara,"buat apa lagi Yana xtido2 lagi neyh??"

Aku pon dengan slumber badak je.."eh,xde papelah tok,,nak tido dah neyh".on that time, ak xterfikir pape pon...then,i pon kuar tandas n time tu dah rasa ngantuk..so, i pon shut down la my laptop..bru je nak tutup laptop...tb2..ak terfikir.."eh,sapa yang cakap ngan aku tadi??tok ak baru je ak hanta g rumam long petang tadi??"er....ok2...gelabah cicak weyh..

tok=my nenek
long=mak cik long

so..ak cepat2 la nak shut down my mata jugak..ok2..xnak pkir suara sapa tuh..huhu...nak nangis kowt..macam nak g lari g bilik my mom je...n what the ****??!!that thing knows my name??scary..ok mlm neyh tido balik my mum..

moral of the story:tahan je kencing anda sebelom tido...daripada terkujat macam aku smapai xleyh tido..zzz

TEGARNYA golongan ini...

alhamdulillah...akhirnya selamat sampai di pasir puteh bandar kesayangan...<3...walaupon bandar neyh tiada hiburan fizikal, but neyh la satu2nya tempat yang berkeupayaan re-fill back my semangat pack yang dah habis disedot oleh IB...ceywahh!!leyh wat sajal PASIR PUTEH ala2 sajak KUALA SEDILI karya Usman Awang neyh...~~

back then, apa yang aku nak story is the tahap keHORROR-an nek bas semalam...actually my bus sepatutnya smpai 9.30 kat kajang...but,biasa-lah..BUS TAMBAHAN..maka jika hatta,,sampai la bas yang ditunggu2 kul 10...dah la kena tunggu sorang2...sekali ada orang plak pasang lagu AVRIL LAVIGNE-i'm with you kat belakang..aish..rasa nak tampo2 orang tuh...memang ter-bek la...

n dengan riang ria gumbira, ak pon masuk la lam bas..sekali bas penoh plak..just ada ONE seat left...n time tu..ada sorang lelaki lagi yang xdapat seat..at last, ala2 men musical chair..ak pon berlari la dapatkn that seat..bajet seat tu HOT giler la weyh...sekali yang mantap-nya, tepi seat ak tu ada seorang hamba Allah neyh yang leyh tahan lah besarnya..I mean he is really big..dye sorang muat satu kerusi setengah kot...nak xnak dah penat berebut tadi, i pon duduk jela..duduk pon sebelah punggung je tau x...wuwuwuw...nangis..sungguh syahdu balik kali ini...

n yang da highlights...seriously ak benci betol perokok yang tegar...boleh plak dalam ruang tertutup camtu, ada orang wat dajjal hisap rokok..dahla aku sekarang neyh ngan HOT sebab punggung da kebas..sekali pemandu bas pulak g isap benda tuh...sila-lah kesian kan penumpang anda weyh...ada baby kot lam bus tu...

wuwuwuw..seyes nak suh abang book tiket awal2 len kali..xpon nek flight je...baru lah boleh duduk sekangkang kera kat seat...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

p/s:kepada pemandu2 bas yang berHEMAH, please dont try this in ur bus...pesanan penumpang yang dah half-high sebab bau asap rokok yang tegar lam bas...peace no war..=)

a thing that IB student will always happy with..

a-wo-woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

finally, thanks god its friday...x SABAR woah nak balik malam neyh...

im free from IB..just a week la..but still berbaloi ma...

even i do feel scared a bit...yela..TRAUMA from kes bas aku aritu...but nak xnak, still kena nek bas untuk sampai ke umah..ahhh...xpe2..ingat pesan mummy:

BACE DOA B4 BAS BERTOLAK..err..doa nek kenderaan cmne ek??dan2 plak terlupa..google2 help...

Hope that everything just goes smoothly..until sampai umah sok pagi..wee...=)

p/s:lapa weyh..food where r u??

childish is not wrong

ha...kali neyh intro dimulakan dengan teka-teki tekak tekuk, sampai terbatuk-batuk...uhuk3...

yang berbunyi jeng..jeng..jeng...:

APA BENDA KAT DUNIA NEYH...

BENDA KE APA2 LAH...

SELALU BERTAMBAH...

XPENAH BERKURANG????

ha..1 saat..HABIS!!!apala...lambat tol...teka-teki neyh zaman tok ku tak tonggek lagi kot...

jawapan dye...UMUR la...

aku rasa semua orang kat dunia neyh umurnya bertambah..ke ada yang berkurang?..ke macam mana???lala~~TATAPI, aku rasa IB neyh telah mengajarkan negative feedback...yela..umur makin bertambah..but tahap ketidakmaturitian (ada ke word tu???) macam berkurang je...ke sebab pengaruh rakan sebantut???adoy...

actually, to be childish is not wrong...dengan kata sempoi nye...jadi sengal sepanjang saat (3S) neyh xsalah ye kawan-kawan...haha..poyo je kau...mentang2 ada orang kata ko sengal..dan-dan je jadi sengal neyh xsalah kan...

but, dengarlah kata pakar kebudakan in future (paeditrician..acece..)..try to act in a childish manner sumtimes..BEST WO!!!...you will FEEL young...(penegasan=feel not be) and hidup korang akan terhindar dari belenggu seteresss yang melampau..contohnya, macam apa yang aku buat are...try to kumpul plasticine(xreti nak eja-___-) n bentuklah muka korang ke, or beli motivational stickers ke, minum air ribena sambil makan coklat ROCKY nyum3 ke,...macam2 agy kot...yang penting dont feel shy...kajian mengatakan orang tua neyh(mengaku jelah), sebanarnya ego untuk melakukan aktiviti kebudakan neyh..yelah..nanti orang kata xmacho-lah, xsopan-la, apa-apa-LAH...well, itu diorang kata...we cannot shut others' people mouths right???

-plasticine???-

-motivational stickers beli di kedai fotostat KMB-

apa-apa pon...nak jadi kanak-kanak pon jangan la over-over sangat...yang maintain...tetap MUDE-SOPAN-BAIK..hehe

p/s:tulisan warna warni melambangkan perasaan kanak-kanak riang..ngee

somewhere wit sumone

To keep it short, thanks to 'someone' for the nice day we went 'somewhere'...actually, im happy but i cannot express it because tekak gue sakit...uhuk2..n thats the reason why i am like a nice girl je smalam..buang tabiat..-___-...actually, im not nice..berlakon je tu..tunggulah nanti xdemam..baru kecacatan itu melanda balik..n also sorry if i was a bit blurrr because kalau if my kepala pusing2, any kind of words especially yang ilmiah i lambat cket nak digest..huhu...neurotransmitter pon nak jugak sakitnya...><

KAMSAHAMNIDA...=)

n now, yang sedeyhnya...my demam xilang2 lagi..wuwuwu..idung berhingus,sakit tekak,suara mcm ella da rocker,batuk uhuk2...complete set...tapi xpe..naseb bek mende tersebut neh ade:

-iklan kool fever yang xdirejek-

i have to be strong...thats why i layan blogging n facebooking..kalau duk layan buku chem or math port yang xsiap2 konpem panas balik..hehe..ok..nak layan babylion..jom!!

i was chosen...

today, i was chosen by allah which i was so grateful that He had chosen me...i dont know why..but i just feel empty before...last weekend, lots of my fren lesap..bukan lesap as in a bad thing...but they went to daurah..on that moment, i xtau kenapa..but i feel so sad that i xjoin diorg...so, i decided to talk to UNA(thanks una..saranghae...)..n join group usrah dye...so...today..alhamdulillah...i feel so happy..=)

bukan nak bangga..bukan nak riak..seyes...the venue is at taman somewhere in putrajaya...at first, i admit i agak cuak..bila tgok muka diorang first time...i takot..xtau kenapa...but rupanya diorang ter-sangatlah baik giler kot...kiteorang berkenalan by men game..n then makan2..n last part is tazkirah..

macam nak nangis kot dengar tazkirah tu...dush3..tepat kena di muka ak..previous weekend, sometimes i admit that i ada perasaan riak n takabur...when i always finish my homework n can answer the questions in class...i feel like.."waahh!!aku pandai..ngee"...sengal kan??ya allah..berdosanya aku..aku rasa aku sangat lah perasan okeyh...bajet pandai woah!!

the tazkirah sounds like this..people like us xlayak pon nak berbangga or riak..because semua itu adalah pinjaman nikmat daripda-NYA...kite selalu berkira nak beribadah kepada-NYA..sama ada nak tutup aurat sikit2 je ke..xpon semua ke..BUT..ALLAH never berkira pon akan nikmatnya terhadap kita..klau nak dihitung nikmat yang dia bagi..memang macam jadi Donald Trump yg jatuh muflislah kite..kalau kite pk kite neh bijak sangat..ALLAH berganda2 lagi bijak daripda kita...waa..terasa!!!

then, kakak tu pon ade cakap yang kite haroslah komited terhadap jalan yang dipilh..bcoz we are the chosen...pergh..time tu tersentap kot...seyes..aku salute gile kat kakak2 tu...one of the kakak dah ade anak 3 dah pon..dah la anak kecik2..but still dia spend masa dgn kiteorg iaitu ke jalan ALLAH..then satu lagi kakak..mengandung 4 bulan..FYI, dialah yang bagi tazkirah..termengah2 kot..memang i respek gile kat diorang...i really hope that i can be like them too..willing to help people yang ingin ke jalan ALLAH...

ak tau aku bukannya cukup baik..but i hope that i can komitted to duniawi that leads to ukhrawi yang kekal..amin...~~

><...thank you allah..

put urself in someone crocs

alhamdulillah, IOC da lepas...weng-weng..yg happynya ive got the exactly same question as in the malay handbook...however..yg sedeyhnya i xpraktis pon soklan tu..bukak tu adalah..but i think..ala..xkan soklan neyh kuar kot..mana aci dapat soklan neyh..then, i realize that i am the people yg xaci tu..beriya bangon pagi semayang istikharah..tp yg mimpinya pasal len lepas tu..zzzz...-____-

minggu neyh agak menyedihkan..both my charger and battery rosak..time wat math portfolio plak tu..mungin cikgu kamariah-my maths teacher bleh beri anugarah pelajar berdedikasi kat i..well..buat omwork ckgu smpai laptop pon kong kot...but secara jujurnya, 70% ive spend to buat something else..i mean lagha lah..apa lagi...lala~~

n..the most sad thing is...i guess ada some misunderstanding among my fren...huhu...malas nak komen pape...kepada my fren(kalau anda baca)..i just wanna say im sorry...aku bukan nak berat sebelah kat fren aku sorg lagi..but sumtime we have to put ourself in the people's croc..aceyh..boleh ganti karam singh xreti nak eja neyh...sorry pasal yg komen kat post blog tu..i admit tu ak yang tulis...but i just said that because aku sayang korg berdua..ak xnak kite gaduh just sebab oral..What the haaa---chummm!!hhehe...xbes r gaduh2..xleh nak gila-gila macam b4 dis da...wuwuwuwu..nanges...

actually, aku agak terkilan dengan isu "put urself in someone crocs"..dengan kata mudahnya, letakkan diri tu dulu dalam situation org len sebelom kite buat ape2...we have to consider others' feelings jga..im so dissapointed to certain people yg rapat dengan diri i sangat2, tp xpena nak paham my situation..huhu...i just wanna ur help..thats all..is it wrong if aku mntak tlg from korang because i really2 need ur help on that time...isk2..dh xnak citer lebih..nnt basah plak...

well, just wanna say it short..try to benihkan sifat empathy in urself..for..for...err...to make people around you and you also happy la...chill!!!